We now live in a TOXIC soup of our IMAGINED "progress"

image .. oh for the days when church and community connected us all TOGETHER! PURE DECAY!

Thurs. May 14, 2026, 7:30 am.

Why did we not think what was killing all species would not ALSO affect us? Because the convenience we WORSHIPPED destroyed our THINKING BRAIN. Capitalism focuses ONLY on money .. $$ .. andbthis single minded focus is NOT NORMAL> For all our history we used a NET human VALUE system. We considered how something would AFFECT EVERYTHIG ELSE before we BLINDLY headed ONLY FOR MONEY and MORE. Our blind tunnel vision is almost finished destroying REAL humans. Why do you think people are doing CRAZY stuff?? Running onto airports, shootings of schools and churches even vandalism is simply lashing out at a society that has LOST its FUNCTIONING BRAIN. NORMAL humans work TOGETHER to determine the best course of action. ABNORMAL BRAINLESS Humans think just screaming at the other, even going to war will solve problems! No it will not. 

OUR Lazy BINARY BEHAVIOUR (Black/white vs HUMAN CALCULATING of the GREY) BEHAVIOUR is the last CANCER now TERMINAL that we have caused. Everything is BOTH (good) AND (BAD) so our job is to find the most good for MOST and the least HARM to least. But THAT human is very HARD SLOW WORK!! We are too "SPECIAL" for that. Our belief we are SPECIAL, with no need for NORMAL "HUMAN FAMILY" HARD WORK has almost destroyed REAL Humans who CARE FOR OTHERS .. not only SELF. "ME!mine, here and now" is our last CANCER, almost TERMINAL. Those of us who see "WE CRAZY!" must step out of our MINDLESS CONVENIENCE.😱

Fast and easy EVERYTHING has created so many toxins that NORMAL Humanity is on LIFE SUPPORT by the destruction of its TOTAL Human Health. What do you expect when our greed for MORE with INSTANT GRATIFICATION goes viral CANCER. we have destroyed ALL quality of life with our THOGHTLESS "progress". First our BRAIN was destroyed by MINDLESS GREED. No brain .. no HUMAN. Our brain holds our mind and "heart" .. our soul. WE are a society of soulless ZOMBIES. Far too many of us have gone selfish and shallow JUST TO SURVIVE! But together as the LAST HUMAN FAMILY at war with REAL Zombies we may still win. If we are too late toescape the effects of our TOXIC SOUP of thoughtless "progress" .. at least we can "party" together while doing the hard work of FAIR ORDER. (link)

like Godaddy today . used to LOVE them. Learning NEW for no good reason is TOXIC! They warned us decades ago life would be constant learning. We cause all manner of CANCERS but this one is THE TRUE END OF US. Yes we must LIVE WITH change .. just like UNFAIRNESS .. but when it is EXTREME it causes an H bomb. What if we all EXPLODE together? It is happeneingALONE .. so let's get together and at least have fun giving each other THERAPY .. which is really just support feeling respected and value. We do NOT need a degree .. just some NORMAL human.

Thurs. may 14, 2026, 8:00 am

Why did we think TINY improvements are change?? They destroy our feelings of control!! A perfect example of us NEVER calculating NET human Value!! Whatever you THOUGHT you were improving Godaddy .. is making me INSANE.   Now I will go murder someone .. because you are the straw that broke the camels back in a day of STRUGGLE. Why do you think people are going crazy? We feel TOTALLY like we have ZERO CONTROL and are just little dust particles in a bigger richer society of "business and government". NOTHING is for "WE the people" Everything is for THEM .. the gone evil tunnel vision on profit or power! Go daddy is nowhere near the TOP .. but it all feels the same. We are NOTHING .. just ways to profit. Strange how this IDIOCY of now Godaddy changing everything every new site I try has gone RIDICULOUS! Guess they think they are using A I .. no!! Everything is STUPID and you have filled me with rage. Yes .. I am Blaming .. but eventually it is all too much and we either jump off the balcony OR we lash out. Can you imagine an old used to be ENTITLED WHITE lady going out and murdering everybody with her BARE HANDS! Now what INSANE society does is take me away .. instead of CONSIDERING that my ideas are actually REAITY. What a world we have THOUGHTLESSLY created. Our THINKING RIGHT BRAIN IS MISSING .. eaten by TOXINS of stupid "progress"

Sat. May 16, 2026, 12:30 pm.

A RESPONSIBLE ADULT can get their needs met, stuff picked up after work or on Sat! So that on Sunday they can GO TO CHURCH and get TOGETHER with family! THAT was a normal HUMAN COMMUNITY's life! DAMN IT! So mom working is what caused this. All of a sudden I have become GENIUS SMART. I am shocked at the ideas coming .. like all the important things are now CONNECTING. Generally my brain is just a JUMBLE of thousands ideas. Did somebody file them away better for me? Thanks GOD!! Does that mean I am next to DEATH? 😇

The purpose of the con job MIND MANIPULATION of Women's LIB (USING Left brain screaming women to PROMOTE IT free) .. WAS PURELY to divide us in 2! Men against women stood a REAL REVOLUTION against THEM! In the 60's we. girls were not SCREAMING "bad men" yet by late 70's I HAD to work!! How interesting. Without 2 salaries we would NOT have had a vacation .. plus we RENTED 1/2 our house. GOD! we have been so unbearable conned especially around us HIPPIE Time!! What IDIOTS we were. FREEDOM, INDIVIDUALITY .. while our selfish SELF ABSORPTION began the DESTRUCTION of civilization. SELF CENTRE-ED GONE EXTREME is a cancer we will NOT survive. but zombies do NOT notice!!

now delivery will finish us off. I remember when ONLY Pizza was delivered. Now delivery guys gather to socialize on street corners! 24/7 caused people to have to work weird hours. NORMAL was Sat Sun being more quiet, more RELAXED and family oriented as were our evenings. FAMILY and COMMUNITY used to be the FOCUS. EVEN in the late 90's at BARNES and NOBLE so very cool (add here). 24/ 7 was part of the instant gratification CONVENIENCE CANCER! Did it somehow destroy our ? ) we got fast/easy 24 /7 convenience but lost FAR FAR more of NET Human VALUE. we lost church and family because we could just BE SHOPPING anytime and with WORK .. we lost stability and security! That work whenever crazy eventually evolved into loss of respect for workers and we quit being loyal. So 24/7 was just a CANCER that got worse and worse! 🤔 write this AGAIN when not falling asleep! 🙈

?But with the TOXIN of CONVENIENCE

Sat. May 16, 2026, 2:00 pm. GENERALIZING, DEMONIZING the OTHER instead of LEARNING is a HUGE TOXIN. Communication.. LISTENING allows NORMAL COMPROMISE! Hard but CRUCIAL!

I just decided I do not like Smerconish .. he simplifies too much. WHOOPS .. he is a STEP AHEAD of me! I had to hear him explain the Trump "I don't care about Americans (gas price) .." OPPOSITION people screaming "craziness" SEVERAL TIMES, before I GOT IT.  He was asked about IRAN where he needs to show a single focus. All we do is GENERALIZE and SCREAM. Instead of TAKE TIME to understand DEEPER. HMM!! GENERALIZE is the ONION symbol I began using long ago!! WE lazy IRRESPONSIBLE CITIZENS just grab the shell of every onion problem on the conveyor belt of life! MAGA grabs the crackle outer and WOKE grabs the elastic shell with AT LEAST a second thought. But a NORMAL balanced human works thru all the onion layers to get to its heart or the REAL SOLUTION! A LAZY society grabs the first idea, maybe second .. but does no DEEP Questioning with EFFORT to find TRUTH. NORMAL humans create solutions of REAL value. A capitalist ME FIRST society has no care for full TRUTH to create REAL SOLUTIONS, we just find BANDAIDS that make PROFIT. 

AD ".. this is America .. then we do WHATEVER we want."  SOUNDS Terrible to me .. I do not want to live in YOUR order-less society. I guess doing "whatever you want" is fine AS LONG AS IT HARMS NO ONE ELSE! SEE we ,mats do Second and THIRD THOUGHTS! Even 50th thoughts! (say with A I .) Life is NOT EASY and fast, it is SLOW and HARD!! Get over to and GET TO WORK!!

Sun may 17, 2026, 6:10 pm.

No CLASS mean no etiquette or manners or DECENT NORMAL Human natural Behaviour! We sound like gladiator crowds wanting to see death. We sound HORRID. What is wrong with us? We have some STUPID idea , the LOUDEST is the winner, the LOUDEST is having the most fun. Guess IDIOT zombie thing LOUDER means WINNING. I am a quiet sensitive person so YES I am weird! But there actually ARE other sensitive people whoALSO do not like a SCREAMING WORLD. Because we STUPIDLY and SELFISHLY think extreme and excess, "MORE .." is the WINNING! It is not! it just makes NORMAL quieter people hate you. Maybe we are the ones who go CRAZY? I know at about 75 I discovered I was ready to murder cruel power hungry people. I imagined murdering them and felt JOY. I have had an ENTITLED LIFE I only watched injustice from the sidelines. 

I can only IMAGINE how raging young men are today. They have been SCREWED on every side from being a NORMAL man! When you have to fit STUPID world and it is not NORMAL .. life is very hard. Every single thing in our society SCREAMS, tattooed bodies try colour hair, We no longer even match our clothes. I guess WIL means special. HAH! That is it! I am SPECIAL sp the wilder the better. I WIN the competition. I can tell you from women's clothes and golf we are one SICK society. NO .. I am not too old and should CHANGE. I am Normal human and we are soon going to be extinct. The screaming in the golf now is RIDICULOUS!! Does each person think they want to be the LOUDEST? OK! Seriously ready for MAID! ASSISTED SUICIDE. The world is too LOUD for us SENSITIVE mORE NORMAL HUMANS!  

1. TV PGA Champion GOLF!! It used to be something you could put on in the background, hear the birds, see the beautiful greenery and think there are CLASSY things still in the world!
2. SLUT girls who then scream rape .. go to hell! you oblivious to OTHERS selfish shallow heading evil being.

Things like waiting in the swatch ?apple line for days .. ddid we wait days for the Beatles but I am yelling at them ?🙈 judgey! I don't think we waited days with FIGHTS breaking out (link)

Mon. may 25, 2026, 9:15 pm.

Terrorists are created by not FAIR treatment. It surely did not look like Israel killing 100,000 for the 1000 killed at the concert was FAIR and decent. It looked an Israeli life is worth 100 times as much. No I do not have the numbers wrong, I never believed Them. They increase to decrease depending on which suits the higher for gas chambers lower for only a Gazan life. Sorry but I bet LOTS that I am right. Being greedy and self centred does NOT win popularity, in fact it creates vandalism and worse.  Gaza's are treated like rats in a cage .. as a kid I wondered why Hitler would be so cruel .. but we never hear the history behind or REAL cause of war. Everything is always twisted propaganda. It is amazing we are supposed to show gratitude to people who served by dying. There should not have been a situation where they had too SERVE the leaders INABILITY to LISTEN andLEARN for compromise!! Left brains TAKE the power . THEN they need to WIN at all costs. S SO Sad .. others pay for their WIN. Does that make sense? What logic and common sense is that?

All that matters to left brain WARRIORS is WINNING. Some are at war all day .. bullies .. who must win ever CONVERSATION! We need an MRI to judge how bad the left brain TWISTING IS. Once THEY are gne eveil OFF the PLANET .. or we have to kill you. 🤬

TEEN TAKEOVERS plus pretending to kidnap by A I .. WHAT Human does this?? Is this EVIL now here today, because they had NO PARENTING?? They just played video games .. learned ZERO about Human CONNECTION?? 

NURTURE raising a Normal GOOD GUman is what parents did in NORMAL Times. Women's Lib and DIVORCE served THEM never US. I ws long in Hippy times .. we were NOT screaming staying home is DISGUSTING, we do NOT want to create a HOME and family. The 70's was ALL a SCAM .. a TOTAL MANIPULATION and us STUPID BOOMERS let it happened. Like Sheep we just followed along! Once I got OUT of the education system in 1991 I slowly began to see things in govt and biz did NOT really work right. Maybe around 2005 was the END of inventor's joining manager action Brains (Left brain) to WORK TOGETHER SHARING Their opposite resources. Somehow by 2010 we began just demonizing the other worse and worse INSTEAD OF WORKING TOGETHER! WAs it ?John McCain's death that was the beginning of the TOXIC soup society. America as soup vs Canadian salad was awesome to me. But somehow that soup got poisoned especially ?in covid isolation? and of course TRUMP began it by starting all kinds of never before done bullying and excess RUDENESS. This is NOT being honest ..it is having no CLASS relating it with WORSE than CRASS!

Anyway, parents are Phone faced and should NOT be allowed to have kids .. unless they can SHOW they UNDERSTAND that NURTURE is 100x more IMPORTANT that "NO abortion" and POPPING out the BABY cells of a possible human! NO NURTURE makes GOOD human nearly impossible!

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