NO TRUST KILLS HUMANS. Today ALL is JUST TWISTED for a WIN

Tues. May 19, 2026, 1:45 pm.

TRUTH is looking for ALL the facts/ideas to bring together CLOSEST to reality or TRUTH. The hard WORK of finding TRUTH allows us TRUST each other. Humanity has a long history because we took the time and patience to RESPONSIBLY work TOGETHER to collect and connect ideas for a FAIR CONCLUSION. When you change homes you calculate the advantages and disadvantages of each option and then choose the BEST NET Human Value. Mostly it would be a decision for "ME/Mine" Life Ledger but we would also consider past disappointments and Future needs or consequences. WHAT Happened? We used to use the same procedure about deciding if we should change a small downtown Airport to a NOISY polluting BIG ONE! What has happened to our Human? We are a sick society because we lost our human by WORSHIPPING CONVENIENCE. Civil Discussion, ACTUALLY listening to OTHERS with open mind is the NORMAL Human! Without The human family can NEVER COMPROMISE. Without decent FAIR compromise there is ONLY WAR! It is all I see on CNN. One country 2 STUPID parties .. ONLY at WAR. NO such thing as "WE the PEOPLE" truly mattering! The 250th is exactly the FAKE we have become. No such thing as what the F F were aiming for. AMERICA is dead. Without civil discussion there can be no COMPROMISE. COMMUNICATION, having a civil conversation about opposing beliefs is the hard work of Living in a HUMAN Family and HOME.. Discussing DIFFERENCES, 

AHA!! The reason it is so EASY to TWIST "truth" is my discovery of the "LAW of Normal"! EVERYTHING is "BOTH / AND!" 🤔 TWO Different and OPPOSING things can BOTH be TRUE AT THE SAME TIME!! our job in life is to find the MOST TRUE so we can USE IT to calculate FAIR for our NEW "ORDER SYSTEM" Democracy has not worked since we got LAZY and just let gov't and capitalism be our "daddy". Maybe we can try B.F. 2.0 .. probably what the F.F EXPECTED of us .. finding the FAIR! A FAIR "Order System" is calculating the most GOOD for the most of us, and the least HARM for the fewest of our HUMAN Daily! This is HARD, slow HARD WORK we "gone LAZY" ENTITLED Americans are ALLERGIC TO! Admit it! we WORSHIP CONVENIENCE. What a joke Christian conservatives is .. they want FAST EASY answers and action! That means generalizing and chosen what is RIGHT. The other is WRONG and ? therefor evil? Pretty STUPID but then America is now based on selfish and shallow. Shallow leads to STUPID and selfish leads to EVIL on a spectrum. Obviously then with those wanting simple, fast and easy, there can be NO TRUTH. Truth takes time and study, Learning Reconsidering and more research maybe changing our mind. oR .. at least COMPROMISE. There can be NO COMPROMISE in order to live peacefully in a place where only yes/no good bad exist. EVERYTHING is a scale or spectrum of BOTH (good) AND (bad) A NORMAL human figures our which is BETTER does less HARM to the HUMAN Family!   BINARY simple 0 or 1 thinking (That is NOT REAL Thinking!! to show you how SICK we are Jesse Lee Peterson teaches young men to BEWARE of THINKING and FEELING!! CRAZY WORLD!! 🤪 Thinking and feeling is the whole basis of our HUMAN .. our SOUL!! Yes Thinking and feeling can be a pain and waste time. But believe me .. (dual?) recognizing 2 opposing things can BOTH have value is what MAKES our quality of life. Without the work of CALCULATING FAIR not just for ME but for ALL .. life becomes hell. Which is where we are at .. THE END!

PERFECT example just now. Thanks J D VANCE! He just said Iran war is an EASY choice. "Do you want them to have a bomb and threaten everybody .. or NOT?" HE just gave the usual MAGA  TOTAL BINARY "either /or" choice. That is LAZY, IRRESPONSIBLE HELL of 2 sides, NOT "WE people" together LEARNING FROM EACH OTHER! In my usual learn even from IDIOT BINARY PEOPLE, he said something very interesting. "If Iran has a bomb EVERYBODY wil want a bomb and there will be chaos" Hah WOW .. on THIRD THOUGHT .. why do they never THINK THAT WAY ABOUT GUNS!! This is SUCH a PERFECT EXAMPLE how they grab WHATEVER SIDE that BENEFITS THEM in EVERY QUESTION. They are TUNNEL VISION obsessed with a WIN in every idea. There is not even CONVERSATION with them .. let alone DISCUSSION. (Not that WOKE at least think a second thought but then just scream from opposing sides! 

Back to J D vance BINARY choice "Iran .. have bomb .. or NOT". I had never thought of it as EVERYBODY will want one. So "AT FIRST" I thought "hmm? interesting. But of course the neighbours are small and have no such money! Nor do they constantly see an enemy, because MOST HUMANS are good and do NOT want to HARM. So that logic makes no sense. Those who want POWER and control are the TAKE USE! Those who want peace and respect for all to be FAIR want no BOMBS and NO GUNS! What my original jump AGAINST their simple minded tunnel IDIOCY was .. "so why do YOU get a bomb? You MAGA or even just AMERICAN want WIN! You are not a calm wanting peace HUMANS. WHY THE HELL SHOULD YOU!! HAVE A BOMB. So interesting how my beloved America got so self CENTRED and SELFISH wanting ALL POWER. You (MAGA) are ALWAYS BATTLING and must even WIN a DISCUSSION, let alone any battle! THE TWIST of complicated TRUTH is what is making life so CONFUSING and CHAOTIC. Left brain ACTION or "TAKE / USE" beings just choose whichever BINARY fits their current agenda. Tomorrow the answer can CHANGE if the opposite choice fits their NEED better. They are TWISTY, maybe do not even KNOW how hard they make life without TRUTH to build on. TRUTH is very hard and a constant work in progress! As we learn more we change our ideas. We do need to GENERALIZE just to keep ORDER in a life's information. But when a decision must be mind the MIND must be OPEN to hear why the OPPOSITE may be the better choice or our generalization is just be WRONG! (kEEP mind OPEN .. i.e.Never liking Colbert, unaware the young losses he was dealt learning MORE ..changed my attitude ,, but too late (CNN) 

I KNOW this "TAKE/USE .. TWIST" behaviour, I have faced it for decades all the time. It Totally matches Mcgilchrist NEUROSCIENCE!! Taken to the WORLD .. it destroys civilization .. or the HUMAN Family and Home! For my life, It always felt I was wrong no matter what side I took. A TAKER'S agenda is WIN .. for "ME!mine, here, NOW" Right brain THINKERS want FAIR so they are "WE/US" focused, more GIVER oriented. Selfish shallow TAKE/USE "TWISTERS" heading ZOMBIE are now in a WAR against us slow plodding THINKERS. If we masses of GOOD GUMANS wanting FAIR for all get TOGETHER as ONE FAMILY .. we may still be able to STOP the EXTINCTION of Humanity! We real NORMAL Humans die very soon.

Tues. May 19, 2026, 6:00 pm.

The straw that broke the camels back!! I am OLD but this SICK SOCIETY of INJUSTICE is making me raging. Most old people are oblivious to today's loss of the "dream" for young people, but I have been complaining about our DECAY since the 50's. It would be funny if seniors WOKE UP and started terrorizing those who steal from young people's future quality of life. What if Luigi was an 80 year old. That is what we OLD Boomers have done .. destroyed the world of the young by our selfish, shallow, THOUGHTLESS behaviour. WE started the SOCIETY of SELF and the WORSHIP of INSTANT gratification. sorry, but I feel MURDEROUS that no one ever listened when I said I could run the world BETTER! Turns out 70 years later it is really TRUE. Just be a FAIR decent HUMAN or get the hell off the planet!!

Discussing Trump hating Massie "it is OK to be a contrarian but then it seemed he was just NEVER with the "team" of MAGA." Excuse me .. I thought the 2 GENERALIZING sides actually were to decide what is best GOT WE THE PEOPLE"! .. not the damn CAPTAIN with never an original thought from ANYONE! That is NOT AMERICA! "Make America great AGAIN" .. is a LIE! Trump you mean "Make America like a narcissist DEVELOP WANTS IT!" is more like it! The person on CNN saying "Massie never votes for the party" whereas TRUTH is, he actually did vote with 90% ! SOSO much of a fact can be TWISTED. Not even meaning to. Are the LIES about inflation purposeful? Or some twisted method of calculating by MONTH. But even that is a LIE .. prices have doubled or tripled over the last 5 or 6 years. Whoops did I just prove calculating by Month over 60 months WOULD be a lot! But I thought they said .5 % monthly which means only 6% in 6 years I just know it sure seems LIE compared to the shock each time remembering the past!

Scott's Miracle Grow AD is disgusting! We AMERICANS work hard blah .. blah .. blah and then " "We do whatever the HELL WE WANT!" Yup I remember when American pretended to be Canadian because they were HATED buy Europeans for their RUDENESS. Suggesting doing "whatever you want" regardless who it harms is American? When I was in buffalo 1999 to 2008 they were more "HUMAN Family" than I ever felt in Canada I 5 or 6 decades. Well that ATTITUDE "We do whatever we want" sure fits the TRumpers now! FAIL miracle grow .. that SELF ABSORBED behaviour killed HUMANITY very fast. Human History destroyed by well meaning F F! They never expected NORMAL Human to take every single thing to excess and EXTREME. Inability to find MODERATION and balance all GOOD will turn to BAD. Stupid SELFISH not NORMAL BEHAVIOUR! Not only is this like the fall of the (Roman) American Empire .. BUT we took everyone WITH US. Destroyed the human FAMILY and HOME! American plastic "forever chemicals" are in the drinking water of kids in Iceland, That is disgusting and CERTAINLY NOT what the F F expected! 

Remember I loved America maybe more than some AMERICANS? .. but this is NOT proper behaviour. NORMAL behaviour does NOT want to harm OTHERS in personal Pursuit. I guess some felt "capitalism" was a free ride to GREED. I finally realize (after being called communist) I could care less how many mansions and (5 X our years salary) cars you own! Just be a FAIR Human and PAY people FAIRLY, pay FAIR taxes and do no harm to customers or the environment. I am sad for you that you have so little REAL Joy and WONDER in your life, that only a faster private JET Excites you. You are missing the MIND and heart of a human SOUL! Those greedy CAPITALISTS can save themselves by CERTIFYING as FAIR. Otherwise we BOYCOTT THEM! Ye s SHSRE your iPhone and USE IT LESS. That also cuts our need for DATA centres that harm. Face we will ahem to sacrifice. Otherwise Human will be extinct within a few years. WAKE UP .. PAY ATTENTON! 

Thurs. May 21, 2026, 6:00 pm.

The ONLY way we get REAL "HUMAN FAMILY" INTELLIGENCE is by talking to each other. I have no friends so I just talk to strangers. I am selfish too I guess I just USE humans pretending they are friends. Hey! if we ALL did that the world would be a WAY BETTER PLACE. (And yet my kids got embarrassed all the time "🙈, oh mother!" HAH!! put down by those DAMN left brain even little guys!! Here I JUST realized it is actually a GREAT THING. And when I moved here a man said I had such great energy. maybe that is what he meant .. that I had a human FAMILY Community feel or attitude. The first PROPOGANDA was from a security guard I learned about the ART chairs from. I thought it was just the History of our maple leaf gardens .. while he knew it was a MAPLE LEAF the hockey team that played there. SEE How we LEARN from each other? NOTHING can replace that! Today he told me about Nigerians giving ?20 billion$ to Nelson Mandella decades ago.WEiRD totally the opposite to the "feeling" I got

1. NIGERIANS .. for some reason I thought they were BAD people. All I hear about is Nigerians SCAMMING defrauding old or dumb?? people. Here they actually are a great African Country!! HMM .. maybe white guys just TEND TO BE MORE Left Brain!!?? Now is this ACCIDENTAL .. or purposeful. PROPAGANDA is SNEAKY and TWISTY, just like Women's Lib in the 60's  70's (explain) 
2. Why NO CNN re Israel evil today?? I heard twice in an hour on CBC .. not once on Receptive CNN "American" crap. TRUmp is inditing? Castro for killing those bringing foo 30 years ago but today Israel beat up people trying to bring food to starving Gazans. Pretty sad .. hearing NOTHING on CNN. PROPAGANDA can be just NEGLECTING important news or facts!

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Fri. May 29, 2026, 5:30 pm.

Sounds ok .. actual INVENTION in an age of only those square ugly things and APPS (not QR but ..  are we so lazy we can not REMEMBER and go to a website? No wonder our brain is DEAD. We never use it! it must be like any other muscle .. never used it fails!) I walked about 15 flights of stairs quickly all at once yesterday .. can still barely walk today! Back to CRAB .. sorry I need an excellent Editor and they probably never had a challenge like my Barn Fly or Tornado BRAIN of ideas. sorry! After reading about IMITATION (CRAB) I am STILL looking forward to my supper!

How interesting we now have a dictator (President) who rules ? by TEXT!! Stupidest thing I EVER heard of. Just saw a huge text about ending the war with IRAN. OK then so why not let us VOTE with NET VALUES! But president by text seems LUDICRUOUS! I have told my daughter for years TEXT is the stupidest way to pretend you are COMMUNICATING! If you write text while the other guy does you never "HEAR" each other! But with Trump it is all one way street so COULD be good .. but the horrible things he says, saved for history will PROVE the utter DECAY of CIVIL-ization, that he ABSOLUTELY multiplied. (Text is also more easily misunderstood .. so not a great way to end?? a war .. or be a REAL Leader. 

BUT!! OUCH .. within 20 minutes complete inflammation .. even my neck, back .. even my NAILS HURT! Whatever gluten/ sugar or imitation flavouring is in here .. NOPE very inflammatory! But as they say REAL crab is hugely expensive 

Thurs, June 4, 2026, 9:15 pm.

I think my onion analogy is great. Life is a conveyor belt of onions as ideas and problems we have to figure out. Left Brain warrior ACTION .. MAGA just grab the outer crackle and move on! WOKE .. grab the inner elastic skin and scream on the OTHER side. We have demonizing ONION shell IDIOTS (no Thinking) while a NORMAL Balanced brain HUMAN, or Thinker R B work thru every layer to get to the HEART of the problem. Exhausting but the only way to build a GOOD life. Finding closer to TRUTH has many many layer to peel through. There is always a Third and fourth etc thought. MAGA sticks to first thought and at least WOKE do an " on SECOND THOUGHt" I am sick of always being wrong! Maga and woke are always right .. so THEY think. Wanting to UNDERSTAND means finding all the twists! I had one example today in thinking about my HUMAN NET VALUE Ledger .. instead of simply LAZY ACCOUNTING for $$!

example of thinking thru all the layers to find truth for FAIR .. the best VALUE for everyone not just the corp or govt but US HUMANS! A whole class of big school kids was walking thru a little park. They ent off path and I thought all those feet will harm the grass. For what so they save 2 minutes cutting thru?? I swore even to people I saw .. but then I realized they were actually stopping to relax for lunch. So at least the feet were there to appreciate. I have to stop screaming at everybody in my head. Most people are actually awesome. PLUS . pretty sure now our focus REALLY DOES CREATE REALITY!! I was so mad today or depressed and I ran into so many thoughtless JERKS!! Once I remembered to change my attitude I noticed FAR LESS Jerk "people". This god's "magic magnet" must be added to this website .. I have forgotten that FOCUS! Now go enjoy GOD's MAGIC .. watch "the America's" NOT stupid tic Tok and social CRAP. It is detroying us!!

Thurs. May 14, 2026, 8:00 pm.

MISTAKEN communication. You are wrong and sharing, but are NOT EVEN AWARE. Studying TRUTH a lot recently I catch myself sometimes NOT telling truth without even meaning to LIE! Or you share something from TV and then realize THEY are wrong. MISCOMMUNICATION has so many FLAW areas, that NOW I have no clue how we even COMMUNICATE. Our communities have ONE LANGUAGE ONLY .. the country's that we are in! NO ONE .. in Canadaspeaks FRENCH so I get confused when I am angry you speak Spanish when in the states. Toronto is a stupid Tower of babble. Speaking quietly would be NONE of my business. But LOUD immigrants are incredibly rude! in our stupid society I am a ??racist or antisemite  .. FINE! and you are massive stupid. How do you think we communicate to fix our problems in a tower of BABEL all different languages . I am RIGHT and you are TOO STUPID TO EVEN RECOGNIZE logic and common sense. That is what I will CALMLY .. answer .. instead of my rage murdering them.

Actually I am afraid that if one of those STUPID PEOPLE accuse me of NONSENSE with their idiocy .. my rage after 7 decades of ENDURING THE STUPID .. will murder them. But I doubt I am the only HUMAN about to explode in an H BOMB. NORMAL Humans are stressed to plosive stage. Yikes they have recently even lost hope. I used to cheer strangers sharing our PLAN .. now they feel I am a dreamer. That means their HOPE has lessened eve more. Yike! that is not good to recognize just now. The news would be so shocked if an old entitled white lady murdered a rude IGNORANT IDIOT with my bare hands. 🤣 Seriously how did we get so stupid? HAH! spoiled brats, parents brain destroyed by SUGAR ..PLUS living in their screen instead of in HUMANITY or SOCIETY.

Left BRAIN ACTION, while I just keep THINKING (R B.) Of course this OPPOSITE is the basis for constant FRICTION.  Watching MAGA and even WOKE SCREAMING, getting NOWHERE on CNN is so funny .. if it was not horrifying. 2 decades ago I used to meet my friends in buffalo to dance. I would share I was late and leaving early because I was too busy finding how to save the world to have fun. If I could find out WHY my Daughter and I constantly BATTLE .. we could STOP WARS. So watching all the Left brains of POLITICS creating WAR at home .. is FUNNY but terrifying. MAGA USE and TAKE their first thought to WIN. WOKE just THINKS a SECOND Thought and demonies THE OTHER. Normal THINKING BALANCED Humans finish THINKING before acting. tT That onion layers of THINKING includes what past CAUSED the PROBLEM and what future CONSEQUENCES the ACTION might bring. Also we have to think the whole LIFE LEDGER Human ACCOUNTING for our family community and ALL HUMANS. WE/US always came first until AMERICAN EXCEPTIONALISM. WOW .. Did American EXCEPTIONALOSM Destroy the awesome REAL AMERICA??? 🤔 .. 😭

Maybe I am so ENRAGED because like a naive stupid Boomer SHEEP I followed along thinking these USELESS Systems were built for "WE the People". Now that I KNOW they are ALL scams, con jobs (or just SELFISH STUPIDITY?), the first are enraging and the last is just CONFUSING. This will have to be YOUR job .. do we murder DISABLED people? I spent the last decade or more thinking I was ready to MURDER EVIL. (Those willing to HARM others, only for the benefit of SELF). If their brain does not FUNCTION they are DISABLED, so that is a much harder decision. But there is self defence. STUPID UnTHINKING Left brains are destroying TOTAL HUMAN Health of the ENTIRE Human FAMILY and HOME. Murdering them in the "last war" would be self defence. I am lucky dead soon .. but so UNFAIR we stupid Boomers left this mess for you. 

NONE of our SYSTEMS Work. Healthcare leaves us SICKER. Education leaves us poorer but no smarter. LAW and ORDER is a TOTAL JOKE! The "Order system" is just a "PRISON Industrial COMPLEX" (for profit!). I am also realizing LAWS may just be for people to SUE, so insurance can increase (WE always in the end .. end up paying for everything!) 

As the new g.o.d. (.  ) MY ONE Commandment (Just BE a FAIR Decent Human and harm no one and nothing) .. means we do NOT NEED a million Laws. Each problem can be calculated 

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