OLD WISDOM hasVALUE.. I always thought thisPLACE was WEIRD😱

Wed. June 17, 2026, 12:30 pm.

Musk has a value of ? 2 ..? Million TIMES .. TIMES!! more than us who barely can eat and shelter on our 2 jobs. So when I say to my son or Buffalo old friends, "THIS IS HORRIFIC .. I want a FAIR world .. the answer is "Are you a communist?" Even worse somehow Socialist has been TWISTED to being bad. How can saying "Fine Mr MUSK .. be sick RICH, but FIRST everybody who contributes receives enough to eat and not freeze! You can have 700 mansions and million $ cars, and pretend you are helping by taking us to MARS🙈 .. but FIRST, nobody starves or freezes." Our Brains have been PURPOSELY destroyed by those in POWER and then what was left of our MIND was MANIPULATED .. Twisted to THEIR benefit." How does I want the world to be more FAIR get the answer .. "You SOCIALIST, 👿" How do we not see how STUPID they have made us? I guess I am the STUPID one to even TRY to change things. I have worried and fretted for my whole life .. in the last decades seeing there would be NOTHING left for my kids. Yet I was either a communist .. or a DREAMER to those I shared with. MCgillchrist is the answer but no one Pais attention to even consider his work

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"BUT .." .. the most important word after "WHY?" .. But!! is it really better to close your eyes and ears and amble along oblivious to the problems only ACTION creates. Left brains get the job done. But they NEGECT calculating the positive benefit compared to the MANY TOXINS or NEGATIVES this action creates. Normal Humans CONTEMPLATED ACTIONS BEFORE they were begun. MAGA is so perfect to show very LEFT Brain behaviour. Especially with destroying the history of place in the White House. Horrifying just horrifying no RESPECT or RESPONSIBILITY to either History OR "we the people". Like spoiled brat babies they just do what they want with ZERO consideration for other's ideas or beliefs. COMPROMISING is what makes life HARD

Add in COMPETITION to WIN $, power or status at ANY cost, and .. WE Real NORMAL Humans? .. We DEAD. WE NORMAL Decent FAIR humans can NOT survive the stress of selfish shallow gone STUPID and EVIL. Then again today we must BE STUPID .. Brain dead just to survive the stress. I have been free to see and hear the insanity of us, without having the stress of a job. It makes you want to murder or commit suicide .. so it is good the masses just SHUT OFF THEIR BRAIN to Stupid. Except why worry about what you can NOT CONTROL has killed NORMAL humans. WE had a job .. we were RESPONSIBLE for our new continent .. but we got LAZY and IRRESPONSIBLE and just let "daddy" look after us. "I did my job .. I VOTED!" seriously? The "DADDIES" do not care about US .. "WE the PEOPLE"! They certainly do not want us to take RESPONSIBILITY for the country? Why do you think they killed JFK? Because he said "ask not .." which would have had us get back to QUESTIONING and DOING!" Most of THOSE in CONTROL care ONLY about SELF and more profit or POWER. We are led by POLITICIANS and CORPORATIONS who focus only on "ME! mine, here, NOW", not an ORDER system for "WE the people". 

It was supposed to be a new ORDER SYSTEM for "WE/US"! .. a better quality of life! But we let it DECAY into same old history .."Divide and conquer" for gaining all power. But with the internet and globalization that goal was now on STEROIDS. Our Lazy irresponsibility let us to be sheep who they are now leading to our slaughter. Are they stupid? insane? aliens? Loosh Farm makes me wonder if those Aliens DO survive off our pain and suffering? 😱

Wed. June 17, 2026,

Fri. May 29, 2026, 11:00 am. 

Seriously .. if only I listened and DID what my "smart" mind often told me! Life would be grand if I .. listened to ME! Told you do what I say or .. WE DIE! Did I listen? Nope .. just back to the STUPID retarded (See below if you are wincing at my WORD! 🤬) behaviour of STUCK IN WORRY! I WORRY about everything because I hate DECIDING the actual ACTION plan and then FOLLOWING THRU. What if I do it wrong, make the WRONG decision? SO .. I do NOTHING .. I do ZERO .. put it off .. now I realize .. soon DEAD! Pretty much too late to LEARN!

This particular CRAZINESS is I need to wash my winter coat I bought for Nyc that first "lived" in NYC. What if I wreck it .. I can't afford DRY CLEAN. As usual .. once I finally said TODAY .. I DO actually COM{PLETE The LAUNDRY. What I always discover is the ACTUAL DOING is SOOOO much easier than the worry will I do it right. Just so you do not think I am a lunatic .. I had to calculate the least loads but would the coat run and turn all navy? I bought new light pants when do I wash them? I can only carry one load down at a time. When I was an ENTITLED senior I had the LUXURY of my OWN laundry. Now that I am VERY POOR I need to relearn the most economical laundry. HAH! This is actually the BEST example of HUMAN value vs $ accounting! AWESOME! 

OK why I do not want you to live life like idiot me WORRIER inability to JUST GET ER DONE .. good reason for those CONNECTED to me to hate me! HAH! Why strangers love me and family friends CLOSE .. are exasperated by me. SEE! We learn new every day. TRICK IS TO KEEP IT IN MIND. Yup I need to write us BEN Franklin (notes) 2.0!

I, as we speak FINALLY after 6 weeks of WORRY (wasting my ENERGY and TIME!) have my coat IN THE WASHER!! I feel so good! I am so proud of myself! I feel so ACCOMPLISHED like a NORMAL successful Human!! Instead of afraid, worried, unsure, sad, ANGRY at myself  ☹️ 🤯 😣 😰  .. 😁  😃 why not just sit down PLAN .. aha it is the DECIDE!! that kills me .. is the plan reducing loads and time but concern ever damage? OMG! am I just like BINARY people too lazy to calculate REAL value who just GRAB A SIDE and demonize the other .. EXEPT .. THEY at least get the job done by ACTING?? I have always known fr decades I NEED that kind of BIZ partner .. and I even jokingly would say I need you to MANAGE my LIFE!

Normally I am .. 😳😔😖

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retarded .. even NIGGER!

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Addicted do not WANT their situation .. they would far rather be productive capable citizens OBVIOUSLY. Bit if yogurt the pot of gold (Nurture) you wipe them out as losers!! Free will from google .. 

• Neuroscience: Some neuroscientists argue that brain activity precedes our conscious awareness of a decision, suggesting that choices might be physical reactions occurring before we actively "decide". [1]
• Behavioral Psychology: This field explores how our choices are influenced by conditioning, genetics, and environment, questioning the extent to which a will can be completely "free". [1, 2, 3, 4, 5]

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