Some things are just TOXIC!Or.. in MODERATION are they good?

Fri. June 12, 2026, 9:15 pm.

Certainly I know one thing that IS toxic and I do not CARE what nonsense you argue. (Far) Left brain people MUST WIN! .. that is TOXIC! They do NOT care to LISTEN, LEARN and RECONSIDER which is how we LEARN, which is THINKING! They feel they have the right to SELL us THEIR TRUTH, but they believe they have NO RESPONSIBILITY to see and CONSIDER a different perspective. Life is like photography! You can choose what you want to SEE or you can look at TRUTH. Far LEFT Brain ACTION People have NO RESPECT for thinkers. we are just DREAMERS and these RIGHTEOUS MAGA and Religious ahem ALL the answers. DAN they do it because they MUST SIMPLIFY into right wrong good bad BECAUSE THEY ARE UNABLE TO SEE FURTHER. They see only small minded yes/no. 

HMM .. the most religious people are the WORST. They will never listen to YOUR idea because they have no RESPECT if you think deeper. (How is it I was always surrounded with "Religious Right" (in politics!! ..Conservative) but LEFT Brains ACTION minds, when I was such a THINKER. GOD! were you TRYING to make my life hell?) WELL, no respect may be wrong .. they are UNABLE to SEE DEEPER! In frustration they dismiss, demean, demonize, bully and go to WAR. It Is hard to RESPECT "THE OTHER" when you are a WARRIOR mindset. Maybe Thinkers can more easily see the BENEFIT of their mange action mind. I have always had GREAT RESPECT for my Action opposites. But it is true they have NO RESPECT for DREAMERS WHO WANT BETTER! They are unable to see the whole spectrum of imagination into PAST for cause and FUTURE for possible consequence. 

Please study Trump and hw insanely America is now run .. by NON THINKING .. ACTION Warrior left brains. Do not let the political Left and right confuse you .. that is only where the sit in the BUILDING! We need to THROW OUT POLITICS and come back to ONE Human FAMILY. We all want security, calm, comfort and feeling respected and valued. Every person everythwhere wants the same thing if they are a NORMAL HUMAN. Left brains have LOST Their human. hey care only about WINNING, ever a DISCUSSION. Discussion is EDUCATION LEARBNING UNDERSTANING or at least for normal Humans. For the Left brains who run the world it is WAR ..they must WIN at all costs. We need to feel empathy. What kind of an exhausting world they live in to constantly be in BATTLE to win .. EVEN a conversation .. NEVER stopping to think or wonder ot imagine. What a sad exhausting life!! Us NORMAL Balanced or even extreme THINKERS have the joy of imagining a better world were ALL can win!

MAGA and also WOKE grab a thought. and run with it. There is no discussing. Every idea is shut down and then we THINKERS are BLAMED if not fast thinkers. Are Deep Thinkers slow? And Left Brains are the sales and amanagenet FAST ACTION. Please remember I am always talking more extreme opposite. I do have left brain friends who are very nice but they are NOT INTERESTED in any deep discussion! How can we solve problems without ? HAH! They could just LISTEN to us since we were WILLING to agonize deeper and deeper into the swamp of finding TRUTH to get a FAIR ANSWER.

Sometimes photography helps you see NEW things or feel grief over losses or disrespect. The demolition of history I spent the last month documenting to ME was horrifying disrespect of history. But to not go INSANE I HAD to find positive. I now could see Dundas Square lights REFLECTING in the glass building now in view. I walked further on the street and found even MORE amazing history and beautiful architecture! I would never have found a museum of PRINTING reminding me of my Phila and Ben Franklin! YES .. my photographic ENGRAVING .. the very beginnings of our obsession with selfies was torn down (Ironically, practically beside the school of PHOTOGRAPHY! 🙈 .. 😱 .. wow .. we surely live in INSANE world. No respect whatsoever!!

So our brain shows us how BALANCE is the only way we can have a DECENT FAIR LIFE! BOTH BRain Hemispheres are GOOD and very important. TOGETHER we made AMERICA and its wonderful people. But those who HAD TO WIN with their blind Left brain took all things extrem and POISONED EVERYTHING. The creator made all things function TOGETHER in moderation. We have departed and divide all things .. and then TAKEN THEM EXTREME .. a NOT NORMAL procedure that can ONLY DESTROY!

The Law of NORMAL is all things CONNECT, all things must be in MODERATION to Balance and our JOB in life is to FIND what is closer to TRUTH so we can CALCULATE the FAIR for all. We want results where EVERYONE WINS. Maybe they really do not undersatnd how impossible for TRUE SUCCESS their way is. MORE POWER and MONEY is not REAL "Success". But they have manipulated even us to think THEIR "truth" is correct. NO GOD does not say it is right to wrong. God KNOWS it is COMPLICATED and hard work to find the GRAY of FAIR TO ALL!

SEE!! Nothing is ever RIGHT! TRUE! GOOD OR BAD. Life is HARD WORK. I was thinking if I ran the world 😱 we would still be Cave men, because I never stop THINKING to ACT! But is that not better than poisoning all .. so HUMANS DIE in digital DYSTOPIA? On second thought if a bear is going to eat you and you think about what you MIGHT do, you will already be supper. So everything!! is BOTH/AND .. but we got LAZY and just do "EITHER/OR" and scream at "the other". EVERYTHING needs finding the closest to TRUTH, so then you can calculate the FAIR or best MODERATION and BALANCE for the MOST with the least toxins or HARM for the least!

Talk about narcissistic self absorbed "ME! mine, here NOW!" he stole America' s HISTORIC Bday!! Unbelievable (June?14?) I am wrong .. UFC is not on July 4 but he did link it to July 4 like a king.

Tues. May 26, 2026, 1:15 pm.

.. GONE EXTREME?? = DESTRUCTION of us NORMAL GOOD Humans we care about WE/US not simply ME! 

ONE CHARACTER if gone extreme is DESTROYING Humanity!! And one of these EXTREME ?megalomaniacs? RUNS AMERICA and has a cult of transfixed being heading ZOMBIE. Don't get me wrong WOKE can be just as bad! They all are MTopic SEE only "ME! mine, here and now!" Where was the OUTRAGE to have a UFC fight on the whitehous lawn on the 4th? That is DISGUSTING .. but so clarifies what has HAPPENED to America. The myriad TOXINS of imagined "progress" have destroyed our BRAIN WIRING. The Right hemisphere is the THINKING side. The Left "gets the job done!" the ACTION or WARRIOR side. 

June 5 .. added later .. put after .. they can not follow our THINKING . they have no imagination so they can not SEE possible PAST causes or FUTURE possible consequences! Being UNABLE to "see" or understand R B blather is frustrating and destroys L B Warrior confidence. The being feels harmed and will LASH OUT usually at others vs self. Are R B Thinkers the ones who commit suicide or overdose?

Either you adhere to all MAGA beliefs or you are an enemy that must be punished. No individual thinking allowed? is Maya a cult or sheep and muderous shepherds the army for the dictator. That is NOT how Mega people see themselves. I never thought to NORMAL dent HUMANS those who tae and use to WIN regardless of HARMING others .. are BAD .. eventually evil. BUT!! That is how they see us. They have an OPPOSITE US vs THEM ..THEY are the GOOD, we are THEM .. the lazy FREELOADING welfare bums and their enablers! SCREW FREEDOM! Freedom to choose what you want ONLY works when it does no HARM to others. When we lost our brain we lost our HUMAN. Durig the F F time HUMANS had BRAIN that were BALANCED to THINK before action isn TAKEN. It was still hard to be FAIR! But with 

Fri. June 5, 2026, 7:30 pm.

Those who are raised with nurturing begin to have self CONFIDENCE and grow up FEELING DESERVING. Now does it not make sense that your life will be FAR easier when you think you are CAPABLE and DESERVING of good things? What an amazing resource! To be missing this feeling valued and respected is VERY DESTRUCTIVE and why I do NOT undersatnd a person against abortion! Damn that makes me so angry .. and I am the one called god and control freak. What is worng with a person willing to cause a child a LIFE TIME of difficulty!!. 

But Here is where the HUMAN Net Value accounting system and stock exchange gets complex. WE are used to just ADD subtract money! How lazy and stupid. Things can become TOXIC destroying MORE than their original value. They can be CANCEROUS or if they multiply for good INCREASE our the POSITIVE energy quality of life. so our NEW Human Net value accounting system has a MULTIPLICATION FACTOR. Not just the number of PEOPLE affected but the WORSENING over time! What if you live with a mean person, or a bully who always needs to take you down (like MAGA) .. or simply a CRUEL person who tells you constantly you are NOTHING and deserve NOTHING because you are a horrible person. The is not just a toxin decreasing VALUE but it does so on steroids. 

If you TRY Hard to be a good person and even NEGLECT yourself in caring about WE/US .. what STUPIDITY is it to listen to that evil! But we do .. especially if we never did have nurturing. MY daughter says horrible things to her almost 80 year old mother. So I guess being kind of neglected, with me always talking the Human family (and probably not listening enough to little things) she felt very neglected! Or is jealous her brother and I CAN connect, although we are quite opposite. It is so sad for her to be stuck with a total OPPOSITE character mother. Even our horoscope says we will not get along. WHY DID I not check Horoscope before getting pregnant so many decades ago. 🙈 

I never DREAMED a child could hate a mom so much. But I surely wish we did more REAL Brain studies without the STIGAM of a century ago still here. MY poor daughter is missing a wonderful resource of mother. Even a not great mom is better than none. There has to be some bad wiring somewhere because so much fighting is exhausting and I always get suckered back in. Even a compliment is screamed to be PHONY .. and fake is the thing I hate MOST in life! I fear there is a physical body problem and why are we not addressing that. But then she should hate everybody? But she is very capable, so maybe she just needs an enemy in her life to beat on. I shroud shut up and be it. Thanks for your THERAPY. This is what the HUMAN Family does! We help each other sharing our skills and talents. Sometimes LISTENING is alll that is needed. Damn .. I was always probably complaining or preaching my new religion instead of just LISTENING?? I must try to be more compassionate, even though I do not understand. When no discussion ever happens ,, only ATTACK .. then every body becomes ENEMY. This is what is happening in America. Grab a side and start screaming. EVERYBODY is DEMONIZING instead of LISTENING to try to UNDERSTAND the other. WE all forgot how to listen. Let's get together and work on our FAMILY understanding of the other in order to compromise. We build better behaviour TOGETHER. New behaviour trying to UNDERSTAND the struggle of the OTHER and how to sneak into their open space or create an opening. Damn wish I could DO what I preach about listening to learn.  But if someone only communicates by TEXT it is HARD! 🙈 😢 WE GET RID OF the PHONE EVIL! Sorry .. deal with it .. or we ALL die .. I mean only the zombies survive in Dystopia.

Maybe that is how we should handle everyone today. They are behaving horrible, but have had so much TRAUMA. And YES why am I not focusing on the TRAUMA she had bec of ME .. an abusive relationship! She felt she was protecting her brother. I used to try reading books to learn about moms and girl kids. I know I am not alone in this but this is VERY WEIRD! The above is a great help .. consider bad behaviour comes from poor nurturing .. they need empathy even though they are bullies or worse. So some CEO's are horrible because their only feeling of VALUE is when their profit increases .. never considering it increased by harming customers (Quality) OR workers (lees doing MORE). They are tunnel vision on finding either an enemy or a tool that = "SUCCESS". There is far more to life and humanity than increasing profit! WE will start a new "HUMAN NET VALUE" Accounting system that measures ALL resource and toxins .. not just LAZY money!

What a great example the too little TIME is very toxic especially to our HEALTH. But TOO MUCH is toxic in boredom. I do NOT undersatnd seniors! I guess the problem with the ones I saw is they have NO PRPOSE in life! HAH! If they were selfish and shallow (Not because just trying to SURVIVE .. but because they are "ME!mine, here, NOW" focused SHOWS they had no GOOD obsession. Thin about the old people we know .. still working 10 hours a day. Willie nelson is 90!! I doubt he sits around all day like the Boomers I know in the Nursing home. How can you do that? I do not ave enough hors in a day. Why do you not help to SAVE the world for the kids whose life we made hell? I guess that is not inspiring talk .. but I bet you would enjoy sharing your wisdom with the great young people I meet. But you would have to first learn how completely different their lives are from us. Most BOOMERS are totally unaware of the GOOD LIFE of little stress we were very lucky to experience. The stress of youth today enjoying far less RESOURCES than us is incredible. We had security and stability which these youth do not even KNOW! Please use your expertise money to help them. Start a (last church country) LIBRARY CAFE. A Library is were ideas are collected and shared. We need to do that as HUMANS .. communicating! 

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Even our use of resources like COAL .. is OK .. OK ONLY when BALANCED with RESPECT and PERSONAL RESPONSIBILITY for good MANAGEMENT of ALL resources at once! If we USE anything without RESPECT and RESPONSIBILITY it becomes evil. EVIL is HARMING the HUMAN FAMILY and HOME. Selfish shallow NOW! behaviour does not remove the evil! It is EACH of our responsibility

 Fri. May 15, 2026, 2:30 pm.

1. EXTREME .. all things taken EXTREME will go bad, inventions (eg drugs), ideas, (eg. productivity) High rises for MORE profit .. never mind shade and wind tunnel poisoning downtown.
2. DISCONNECTED, we lose HUMAN INTELLIGENCE! Facts, ideas, people's knowledge and expertise must ALL be CONNECTED. Listening ONLY to the vaccine DR for covid was very DESTRUCTIVE. Why did we not HEAR the Space DR so against far WORSE isolation. WE WORSHIP SPECIALIZATION. EXTREME destroys like a poison or cancer.
3. MODERATION and BALANCE of the GOOD and BAD consequences of gone EXTREME, requires us to find closest to TRUTH and then CALCULATE the most FAIR Action. You can profit off the sky in your Real Estate, but not by destroying quality of life of others.

These 3 RULES are the basis of the "LAW of NORMAL". We quit taking the time, energy, and PATIENCE to DO these HUMAN NECESSARY JOBS! By worshipping INSTANT GRATITUDE, fast and easy .. we have almost finished destroying CIVILIZATION! You can ignore me like you have McGilchrist and all the others telling us we are destroying our quality of life! Philip K Howard told us decades ago we have LOST our commo sense!! Did anybody listen? nope. You can ignore my collecting and connecting OTHER'S INTELLIGENCE into a HUMAN FORMULA for DECENT ORDER .. BUT .. we are already in END TIMES .. so DOING my Formula is very very URGENT. We had 60 years to BE RESPONSIBLE and save our HOME. Yet there is an even more EXPLOSIVE H Bomb about to explode. Normal Humans can not survive this confusing chaos going nowhere but DOWN to decay. While we wait for the very soon END .. let's PARTY together while doing the HARD Work that gets us to HEAVEN. nO! being "saved will never get you there. ONLY Being a GOOD caring of OTHERS person gets to the LAST REAL party.

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I am OLD! But finding out I was right all along and NO ONE beleived in me .. (in fact told me I was an IDIOT, crazy) now leaves me ENRAGED. I learned new ideas from them ..but they had NO respect for my THINKING much DEEPER than theirs. However I have to face they are lashing out because THEY feel STUPID so they have to bring down what they see as ENEMY. Left brain even EXPLAINS ABUSE!! And emotional psychological is FAR WORSE than physical . But 40 years alter they STILL have no figured that out. Well canada just changed the law .. but WHY is it PARTNER emotional abuse .. what about boss? friend? daughter? or neighbour. I guess those are easier to escape than your OWN home partner. Why ONLY partner? .. shows how BRAIN DEAD WE ARE! We have NO CONCEPT how everything connects and you can NOT fight NORMAL .. NATURE!

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Fri. May 15, 2026, 5:50 pm

HMM .. guess of all GREAT resources .. talking discussing, sharing ideas and improving on them, Learning from each other .. (no damn A I gives me tips re. my building .. like how to make the heat WORK! 🙈 ) Communicating with others in our HUMAN Family is a GOLDEN resource. But I realize now it is also the one can be MOST TOXIC! Everything is BOTH good AND bad!!! 

How we communicate properly is very AMAZING. Since I have been thinking about it (I NEVER LIE!! 😇) I realize Il ie lots of times. BUT .. I am not using the WORD CORRECTLY. I should say I MIS-communicate FREQUENTLY! Leaving OFF important things, using a word that can be taken 2 ways, ir is not really understood is BAD communication. BUT A LIE is different .. you KNOW you are twisting the TRUTH for your OWN benefit. Sometimes .. like you see below .. if the truth hurts be careful how it is used. USE IT ONLY CONSTRUCTIVELY. Telling me my skin looks terrible and has horrible hairs is hurtful .. BUT .. now I can observe and DO something about it .. or not. When you are friendless and no one tells you .. you may miss the TRUTH. But if I am old and ugly by now, telling me is not really NECESSARY! 

This is what makes trying to create a FAIR caring HUMAN FAMILY and HOME so hard. Every word needs CONCERN and ANALYSIS. Every decision needs input but TRUE input can be presented KINDLY. If someone UGLY says they are ugly I would say .. "Beauty is just skin deep and people love a beautiful SOUL far more. The type that ignore you because you (like MOST of us won't win a beauty contest) is not WORTHY of your inner beauty anyway." DAMN .. that was GOOD! Is it possible I was NOT a horrible mother. My daughter tells me I am an EVIL person.

😔 The GOOD EXAMPLE is the NURTURE we should be giving to each other in our Human Family. We have a Human Stock exchange and living in buffalo I saw that first hand! Everyone supported everyone else. We weren't really strangers. Imagine back in the day .. like Hilary Clinton said "It takes a VLLAGE" .. when everybody help every body else raise good CIVIL humans. our specialization and believing the SELF was utmost RUINED everything. WE absolutely HAVE TO go back to supporting each other even with a SMILE that shows care. I have been despairing and even downtown TO. some stranger's smile to holding the door .. can cheer you up and give HOPE! So a SMILE and kind gesture is worth a million $. Buffalo had a great HIGH VALUE Human Stock exchange with HIGH shareholder value! You give AND take, but BALANCE like a see saw. SEE (up) is the "take".. SAW is the "give" in the down position. We are fine if the rich get to SEE longer .. as long as we at least SEE a little, by THEIR support and BALANCE. Get over your she is a communist .. if you hate socialism (win/WIN vs win LOSE) get off the planet! 🤬

fri. May 15, 2026, 3:00 pm .. from a few days ago EPIPHANY! Those epiphanies now are so HUGE or maybe I just had them a few times before .. so I FINALLY REMEMBER them as FOUNDATION.

T.!! yes I AM a loser and have done NOTHING for ANYONE in my whole life ! ..This (with family like this who needs enemies!) kept me down for DECADES but now I CELEBRATE IT. It took my life ONSESSED for which there should BE some respect and valuing me. But now I don't care and will go to heaven believing I DID what I was put here to do. Here is the formula for a good life TOGETHER. It took a LIFETIME to create and it will CONTINUE to be improved on by you! TRUTH can be MEAN even CRUEL which is the scale to EVIL. Selfish and shallow is one thing .. but surely we KNOW when we are just TAKING TRUTH and USING it as a weapon!!

PS I am beginning to recognize these SELFISH, SHALLOW people (I have wondered about since 9 in the 50's) are ACTUALLY DISABLED but do not DARE tell them that. They prefer constant war as enemies to empathy. I believe they labeled US with MINDS to question and HEART to feel .. MENTALLY ILL! Think about it! Worrying about OTHERS and the WORLD MAKES US CRAZY. They do not have the BRAIN WIRING to THINK like us. Feeling incapable with all our question and imaginings .. they can only consider us the ENEMY. Their Left brain is the WARRIOR the defender who must WIN. Wanting everyone to win can NOT be understood by a Left brain TAKER. Right brains are givers .. just NORMAL human who want ALL to win. Left brains are here to win .. you LOSE. That is the conservative attitude. "If you had worked hard like me, you too would be successful.It was your CHOICE to be a LOSER." NORMAL humans    do not talk like that, we have a "heart" and know this HARMS. 

Our Biggest decision will be what to do with THOUGHTLESS HEARTLESS beings. Let's say there are 3 kinds of THEM. "US vs THEM" last war .. remember?  

1. "THEM" .. the few of "TRUE evil" willing to HARM for $ (get off the planet or we kill you.) 
2. "Them" .. the shepherds that the EVIL trained to focus on ONLY share holder value, increasing stock price. (Normal Humans focus on a HUMAN stock exchange of NET Human Value NOT JUST $$!! (Benefit minus TOXINS .. X those affected = FAIR ACCOUNTING. I think maybe Luigi was wrong. I HOPE we can bring some of these TUNNEL VOSION single focus to OUR SIDE?
3. Them .. my family. If you must win regardless of harming others BE GONE with you. WE Separate. I could visit their ISLAND and expect chaos and lack of civility, but then I can LEAVE and go back to me HUMAN Family and home .. where we care about each other FIRST .. not merely ME!mine, here, NOW" having to WIN. You guys go-ahead and harm each other with your SELFISH SHALLOW Behaviour devoid of MIND and Heart. Not caring about even SMALL harm of others does NOT create a GOOD community. Standing in the middle of a busy sidewalk with your dog is RUDE. WE do not want RUDE on OUR ISLAND. you can try ours but after 3 strikes .. BE GONE ,, you are SHUNNED and BANNED

So I guess 4 kinds of people or just "US vs THEM" .. 

US! Normal HUMANS .. R B Thinkers plus the masses (Hopefully) of NORMAL "Balanced Brain" (both right (THINK) AND Left (ACT) brain working!) .. NORMAL HUMANS. Then the 3 Left brains that head to EVIL. Selfish and shallow is BAD, mean and cruel (should we murder?) EVIL? ..yup😈

"them" .. (rude and uncivil MAGA! WOKE? .. need to separate themselves (if not POISONING?)

"Them" .. the shepherds of us .. tunnel vision on $ that hopefully will wake up an SPONSOR.

"THEM" .. the shallow and selfish gone to the end of the EVIL scale. Probably have to murder them .. unless they go to another planet