LUDICROUS!We are insane.CRAZYcreates ONLY chaos + confusion

Wed. May 20, 2026, 7:30 pm. from A I 

"Ludicrous is an adjective describing something so foolish, unreasonable, or absurd that it provokes ridicule or laughter. It suggests an extreme level of unreasonableness, far surpassing simple silliness or being merely ridiculous. [1, 2, 3] "

That is us now .. MORE than ridiculous and yet we celebrate 250 no prob! We never even NOTICED we have seriously gone zombie. Everyone is so stressed to survive, they can no longer even track the INSANE, they need to save energy to work 2 jobs to get by. The child actor now grown, on "Who's the Boss?" delivers for Amazon 😱 They make FAR more on the streaming of his show now, than he does lugging stuff around FOR DELIVERY with not even a "thank you". No Wonder I am ready to MURDER before I OLD LADY die. I have hated not FAIR for about 7 decades. Nobody listened! But I swear my RECIPE is a FAR BETTER way to run the world!!

ZOMBIE Dystopia!

Since we are MIND -less oblivious .. we do not even see the brain destruction is the cause of MAGA and its leader. PLEASE! Tell me this is the QUALITY of an AMERICAN B F and the F F PRESIDENT. As a canadian I have long wished I was just AMERICAN. I guess what I LOVE is Americans! I was so terrified of Trump getting that I summoned my covid destroyed courage and went to Phila /NYC that Nov 4?vote .. to be sure my PEOPLE STILL EXISTED. They did, so I calmed my terror of trump winning intuition. While visiting, I looked for those VOTING for Trump and they were great .. so I calmed my intuition. (THAT HAS BEEN SPOT ON in my "HIDDEN SUGAR" Obsession being the destruction of Humanity be THEM!) IN my WILDEST dreams, my fears of a Trump Win never matched what we HAVE gotten .. never imagined but my ?intuition was WARNING. I think "YOU PEOPLE" who do not "LISTEN TO ME" better start! But it may be too late. I guess I am OVERLY SENSITIVE to EVERYTHING .. so I can be the CANARY in the COAL Mine of our current society. WE are society and humanity. WE ARE THE ATMOSPHRERE that makes our human Family. THIS is not what Americans ASPIRE TO. This is ludicrous! Trump's reaction to musicians buttingOUT of his DIVISIVE CELEBRATION of AMERICA. Trump is without doubt the most DIVISIVE Human of humans so he is a HORRIBLE choice of leader. BUT .. sugar destroyed your THINKING R Brain so I should not be yelling at you. Please please come back to the NORMAL Human  FAMILY. We have to GET RID OF those who want a WIN regardless of the HARM it does to our HUMAN Family and HOME. MAGA must WIN instead of listen learn and care about OTHERS. Only a focus on the SELF will destroy REAL Humanity. ZOMBIES are now REIGNING .. kings were WAY BETTER! Please! read this text!! .. and join our FAMILY of ONLY "NORMAL Humans who care about OTHERS, not only ME! WINNING" Family!

Why not celebrate YOUR birthday as a thing SEPARATE from the hard work that went into building it .. but trump makes it about HIM .. we can NOT have a ?narcissit? megalomaniac, or just plain SELF ABSORBED IDIOT .. DESTROYING what used to be the coolest MOST RESPECTED country! This is bad because I have alienated MAGA. Trump does have good ideas. He just has to TONE IT DOWN, listen more and THINK BEFORE he acts. BUt he can not change his character. Can any of us who ACT before we think. I just had the most horrible goos bumps creating thought.

PS .. you want to be like me 🤬.. BECAUSE .. I AM ALWAYS QUESTIONING, WONDERING IF I AM WRONG??? Is Trump JOKING .. is he just being funny? But the terrifying DIVISIVE WORDS prove my Left brain "TAKE/USE/WIN" point

" I only want to be surrounded by Happy People, Smart People, Successful People, and People that know how to WIN. ... ... Only Great Patriots invited — It will be a Wild and Beautiful Celebration of America! President DONALD J. TRUMP"

OH!! MY!! GOD!!! he just said something I have always had somewhere in my brain. He proves it 100 % TRUE. ACTION people are "left brain .. get er DONE". I am VERY right brain THINKER .. accomplish ZERO of daily life! 😢 BUT!! There is ALAYS a but my daughter says! Which is the buzzing too many ideas that makes ACTION minds hate me! BUT!! Who rediscovered the missing NET Haman VALUE Accounting system certainly not SUCCESSFUL WINNERS!! NO .. it was always us Unsuccessful LOSERS!  🤬  Inventors and REAL Leaders of NORMAL Good humans are considered LOSERS by those who are in control. They IMAGINE they are successful because ONLY MONEY COUNTS. The invention of our $ system and its ECONOMY (and stock market) have destroyed civilization. ONLY focusing $ accounting is on the verge of destroying HUMANS. If you want to SAVE Humanity you have to create a COLLECTIVE that connects all HUMAN Aspects of quality of life NOT $ measuring "success". REAL SUCCESS is quality of life FOR ALL and TOTAL HUMAN Health not the HEALTH WE HAVE ... an INDUSTRIAL COMPLEX PROFITTING on BANDAIDS. Disease = Drug and "cure".. NO!  a million x "no" since my 9 year old FEAR of SpinningWheel customer's coke ADDICTION. God I am weird .. but IF you use me WEIRD .. you can save Humanity. Since we are IN END TIMES of ALREADY IN Zombie digital DYSTOPIA y either listen to me NOW and DO my recipe of NORMAL .. "HUMAN NET VALUE ACCOUNTING" .. OT we REAL decent FAIR HUmans die of stress, suicde, overdose or DEATH BY COP.  (DAMN I have to quit wanting to murder people .. they are ZOMBIES and first have to be warned to WAKE UP .. sheep gone zombies must die .. so PAY ATTENTION! Please come to OUR SIDE! 👿 .. 😈  .. 😇

10:00 am .. HOW the hell can I write for you to UNDERSTAND when my brain is STILL a buzzing barn fly?? Things are so so much more clear .. yet I am still a terrible communicator. PLEASE help me. I need all your varied skills and talent for us to SUCCEED in saving HUMANITY! I addded to the TRUMP text horror and got lost for this mornings EPIPHANY of FLOWERS!

Tues. June 2, 2026, 8:30 am.

Above I said we are WAY TOO MANY OF US .. brain dead. Since I was 9 in the late 50's I did not understand people's COKE addiction. I guess being from a FARM sitting in the village snack bar with my big brother was FASCINATING to a curious kid (that never grew up!) I KNEW INTUITIVELY that was no way to build your body .. the CATHEDRAL for your soul. I loved ARCHITECTURE as well as what makes people behave as they do. WOW! That is a new thought!! If we CONNECT studying ALL, in what FASCINATES US .. we come up with amazing discoveries! For ME .. the NORMAL HUMAN Accounting SYSTEM we disrespectfully threw out!

FAR Too many of us care ONLY about MONEY and STATUS it brings! THEY ACT without THINKING cause and consequence FIRST! They see only see PROFIT "BANDIADS" in problems, never real solutions!! More and more PROFIT = WEALTH and brings POWER. Trump and his MAGA .. BUT ALSO the WOKE!! care only about STATUS. Without it .. we others are the LOSERS. BUT ACTUALLY in REALITY we LOSERS are the REAL HUmans. The NORMAL good decent FAIR beings that god created. He never expected our greedy STUPIDITY would create a POISON that is EVERYWHERE (Hidden Sugar). That poison destroyed our THINKING FIRST before ACTION Brain. THOSE who think we are LOSERS because not RICH LIKE THEM . are our ENEMY. They do not CARE about the HUMAN fAMILY because they are version of ZOMBIE. Hopefully the many SHEEP just beginning the passage to zombie will join us! Try to bring them PLEASE .. or we dead! Positive thought while I taught school AND raised my kids I was a TOTAL SHEEP. So there is total hope we sheep can get together and QUT .. quit the crap and nonsense and create our own ORDER SYATM were ALL WIN .. and our quality of life supporting and sharing like a FAMILY will be awesome. DO NOT LET YOURSELF be pulled into the zombie vortex. NEW YORK! Please join us .. you finished a year with NO PHONES in school! Brilliant. All politicians who see we are DYING please join our LAST PARTY. Lib Vs Conor rep vs dem is STUPID. It is US "we the people' against THEM, greed willing to HARM OTHERS in the process of profit power OBSESSION or is ADDICTION the word?   

Back to original idea .. this morning .. flowers connected to sugar!!

That COKE kid curiosity KNEW hidden sugar in brown sugar water was NOT a good addiction idea!! I knew it was not HEALTHY and 70 years later it has now PURPOSELY DESTROYED our THINKING BRAIN where our WILL POWER WAS! A person with no self control buys and does whatever. This is GREAT for those in power course !! WHy do you think they ALLOWEED JFK to be killed? He was suggesting we TAKE RESPONSIBILITY for the direction of our country! SEE .. they have TWISTED us to worry about a second shooter . NO! they just LET a crazy guy do their dirty work for them!!

 This is from 8 am .. OH DEAR .. these heading were written previously but wow .. as I said above, just getting my coffee gave me a HORRID new idea. I think my BELIEF is actually completly true. SUGAR has even killed our brain IN THE AIR!!! It is now EVEN WORSE than eating food!! SUGAR is IN THE AIR!! 😱 Just like forever Chemicals are in the drinking water of Iceland kids!! Everything connects. If you do not live by MODERATION AND BALANCE all the toxins or negatives of life CONNECT. This is why conviction is ending. Those who want ONLY profit without considering CONSEQUENCE now have us TRULY LIVING in a TOXIC SOUP!! We will die by REAL POISON but also DESPAIR poison. No Truth or HOPE is a KILLER .. and in resentment we take OTHERS DOWN with us.

FLOWERS smell!! in our garden!

OK 1000 words later .. let's get to the point. One day when I was mad at my ROUTINE of life always being destroyed faster and faster I somehow adopted making change MYSELF to feel MORE POERFUL! No more coffee routing I would just make everyday and ADVENTURE. You will NOT Stael my routines from me .. I will QUIT EVERYTHING MYSELF! Actually with 4 or 5 Tim's near me I have discovered each has a different energy and enjoyment (or Homeless druggies) SO in my RAGE at no routine in life by TOO MUCH CHANGE .. this am I went through our beautiful garden!  .. was it yesterday .. no yesterday was just taking to the guy who pointed out the smell today was taking it deeper in the ONION LAYERS of THINKING. Yesterday a guy said "I hate those flowers they smell terrible" I could not quite take in such a STRANGE THING .. hating such beauty! Those lilac like bushes did smell very strong so I checked as I walked elsewhere. Why had I never noticed this. BECAIUSE I smelled noting .. years of  loving spring flowers, unless right by them no offensive smell! That guy is like me SENSITIVE. So this morning walking thru our garden I saw exactly what he meant ,It was TOO MUCH. MY Bible says that EVERYTHING EXTREME turns TOXIC .. what a GREAT example!! And I onlyy thought of it now sharing with you! NORMAL Life is doing things in MODERATION. Moderation creates BALANCE instead of TOXINS or negative. These flowers are beautiful but this is TOO much.

LIFE is a conveyor belt of ONIONS as problems or ideas. Our Job is to peel thru each idea or problem ONION to get to its heart. We have no TRUTH or SOLUTIONS because we are SO LAZY we grab a shell and run with it. MAGA grabs the crackle . (hmm .. can make $ here) WOKE grabs the elastic inner skin and screams BLAME and so we have the last WAR OF STUPID HUMANS!! The JOB of life is to work thru the onion! .. all the slow hard layers to get to the heart of TRUTH so we can CSLCULATE FAIR. No!!! these flowers should not be banned because there is an ANSWER .. far far worse than flowers. BUT .. this is how we LEARN! HAH! so we are dying because we QUIT LEARNING. We quit LISTENING and LEARNING by being Curious and WONDERING. Yup we are TROUBLE MAKERS when we TAKE responsibility = why they LET JFK be murdered.

The bigger picture of the fkowersOVERWHELM is that we have a community of 3 buildings that with neinghbours creates a WALLED GARDEN EFFECT. OUR GARDEN is like its own AIR SPACE! Hence the overwhelming flower smell. I have never seen this elsewhere. SInce my brain constantly things hidden sugar meant to fry our brain and make us SHEEP of course I relate this observation to my obsession. SUGAR is in the AIR just like our plastic (lint?) is in the water of ICELANDIC kids. Maybe that is why rent parkway mean .. near rthe red path plant. The construction worker in Buffalo was way smarter than me. re 43 North DONE THIS YEAR!! Every single thing in my life is now connecting. Does that mean I die? NAH .. I will finish this well and then ok to die. 43 North is why I cpmplained to a stranger construction worker also buying coffee .. and NOW was its last annual competition!! I have goosbumps all the time now. It is like EVERYTHING in my life is coming together. Maybe because I have repeated ideas enough they finally STAYED in my brain .. yet the 43 N event is VERY WEIRD to end as I remember the brilliance of the construction guy and it relates to the flowers as toXINS SPREADING in TRAPPED excess.

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Wed. May 20, 2026, 2:30 pm.

Everything is BOTH/ AND. But I guess there is ONE Either OR in life. You are ether for THE SELF .. OR .. the HUman Family

HAH wrong! a few weeks later .. use that perspective to FIND TRUTH! and then calculate FAIR with ALL DIVERGING but TRUE FACTS ..added weeks 10 days later

"Capitalism is great!" That is TRUE IF .. it is HUMAN capitalism. BUT .. we left out the Human part by making the AMERICAN FOCUS "progress" and "productivity" which are ALSO GOOD! BUT .. anything taken EXTREME to to excess will ALWAYS BE BAD.

OMG that is so clear!!

1. Everything is BOTH good AND bad AT THE SAME TIME. VERY FEW things are EITHER OR! Sorry it is a TRUTH in the LAW of NORMAL that can NOT be thwarted. But America is a superpower. SO WE SAID "Hell we do NOT have to do ANYTHING, we are fee and INDEPENDENT beings in a "democracy" (which became DUMBocracy of sheep).
2. Good AND bad?? To calculate the best for most and least HARM for least is HARD WORK! But we came to WORSHIP fast and EASY. hence .. everything became EITHER/OR
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Trump will say weaponization of ?taxes got him the billion yet HE WEAPONIZES EVERYTHIMNG. OK for him but NOT YOU. If you do it BAD if he does it it is FINE! That kind of TWISTING is not a HUMAN BEING .. ir is a ZOMBIE and If ear 1 in 3 are now ZOMBIE. 

Meantime we feed the homeless macaroni which INFLAMES disease!!

OMG .. this BRAIN TORNADO has LANDED!! OMG!! Sugar etc PHYSICALLY destroyed our BRAIN where our MIND is (R B) and now screens and info overwhelm has destroyed our HEART. Mindless UNCARING beings run America. This 250 is celebrating a GHOST! AMERICA the land of the FREE to pursue their dreams MEANT WITHOIT HARMING OTHERS or our SHAREEDD HOME! The F F meant for us to WORK TOGETHER not TAKE and USE every single thing for SELF! They expected us to focus on WE/US! .. not stupid evil "ME! Mine here NOW" ANYTHING EXTREME is EVIL and DESTROYS. Even GREED is OK .. but extrem it does not CARE about harm done to others. Willingness to harm the HUMAN FAMILY and HOME is ether a brain dead ZOMBIE or an evil DEVIL .. DEVIL is DESTRUCTIVE (D) D-evil .I guess evil is always DESTRUCTIVE .. but this time it is DESTROYING REAL NORMAL Humans. A Bieing without MIND and "HEART" is SOULLESS and NOT HUMAN. WE are now run by Left brains who are NOT Human. We are in Zombie DYSTOPIA and never even NOTICED. We talk about END TIMES not even AWARE .. they are already here. All because they are TOO LAZY to CALCULATE the best of "BOTH/AND" being true .. not for ME! NOW! but for "WE and US" into the future.

The LAST WAR .. us goodHUMANS must decide. They are BRAIN DEAD .. devoid of mind to consider HARD QUESTIONS past causes? and Future consequences? of a behaviour or ACTION

wow this must be why I always QUESTIONED the holocaust .. that Iranian guy used to say it was a hoax and they began HATING ISRAEL. My intuition has always been right .. UNLESS I expected NORMAL Human beaver .. then I was TOTALLY WRONG! Why did Hitler exterminate ? He must have had a reason to believe evil must be irradiated. BUT THEN .. first time I am thinking was he also very LEFT BRAIN. Yike .. damn I am sick of questioning and learning and wondering .. I JUST WANT TRUTH and FAIR .. and I guess LEFT BRAINS always THWART THAT. OK I am god now GROUCHY OLD DICTATOR! ALL HARMING OTHERSLEFT BRAINS DIE .. the LAST WAR .. NORMAL good Humans against selfish gone evil devoid of SOUL beings. BUT YOU have to decide WHO the soulless was .. the Jew .. or Hitler removing evil. I spent 7 decades contemplating always confused. Now I leave my research to you. USE it or the ZOMBIES WIN. THE END

Life is a conveyor belt of ONIONS. Our job is to PEEL thru the layers to get to the HEART or closer to TRUTH so we can calculate FAIR.

the ONION .. peel thru!

CONVENIENCE .. fast and easy .. INSTANT GRATIFICATION .. only BINARY 0/1 LAZY. EITHER / OR instead of DOING the WORK of BOTH/AND 

Fri. May 29, 2026, 7:30 am.

Thurs. June 4, 2026, 8:30 am.

We have a Right brain Hemisphere to THINK and then a LEFT brain Hem. that ACTS .. gets the job DONE .. Accomplishes! Normal Human had a BALANCED BRAIN for millenia! What about history before the (4000) years of written words? Humans hav managed to live not extinct or destroy their HOME for  ... so so long! We Americans come along with our "Democracy and within 1125 years we have begun destroying not just the wonderful plan and dream of it .. but everyone else in our HUMAN Family. Globalization gave more power to fewer and fewer. ADDICTING us to crap was a great way to gain PROFIT and POWER. First they destroyed our WILL POWER with sugar in all things after COKE. Then the TV allowed MIND MANIPULATION of all things. All the TOXINS of our focus on SELF and profit DESTROYED NORMAL Humans. PHYSICAL Destruction of our Right brain THINK wiring seems to have been a result. There are too many left brain ACTION warrior people. They are unable to even BEGIN to UNDERSTAND us Right brain THINKER WORRIERS. BUt they hold more power since caring only for SELF and WINNING gets them power more easily.

When we try to REASON with them explain pitfalls of their fast action they bully us and take us down. (I just had a bunch of hot dog protesters try and take me down .. yes VEGANS and Green people are missing their DEEP THINKING Brain wiring. They do have SECOND thoughts about things but it is not enough. OUR Job is to work thru ALLnthe layers of problems! Think of life as a conveyor belt of onions. Each onion is an idea or problem. Our Job is to work thru .. to get to the HEART of the problem! But we got lazy .. plus our BRAIN IS FRIED, kaput .. dead! our MIND and Heart" must be in out right brain. We seem to have LOST both. Is that or SOUL? Are we still human? No we are heading ZOMBIE. How can simply demonizing THE OTHER be a logical w ay to exist?

Left Brain action minds like my daughter are UNABLE to process the details Worrier RB can SEE. it is like they are BLIND! They actually have no clue what we. arectalking about since they are missing the TOOLS NEEDED. They are disabled! They are WE/US past future BLIND! So we feel like the ENEMY and they lash out. They must beat down the obstacle because to keep going is the goal. We are obstacles they must knock out of the way because they have no ABILITY to understand. I totally understand why I would frustrate and create anguish for my daughter. But to UNDERSTAND .. right brain or mood disorder or Bipolar would help her BALANCE the frustration of dealing with me. A CEO Manager working with a partner inventor finds the same difficulty. But we used to know BOTH of us were RESOURCES! IF we Balanced each other in Moderation. An inventor has mostly Right brain wiring. Questions inagines designs but does NOT get the FACTORY RUNNING! The CEO Manger is great at managing accomplishment .. but has less creativivty to SOLVE a new problem. SADLY we lost that whole great layer of CONNECTING in early 2000. Instead of the internet creating the Utopia I envisioned of course it speed our demise. Those who just want to "get it done" for success or $$ can only destroy. Those who want to WIN at all cost destroy everything including confidence. The screamers in America today HARM each other psychologically. But Left brain Action warrior minds think all that is WEAK. Because they can NOT understand it!!

All the lashing out, the bullying, the must TAKE DOWN .. is because they are BLIND and must remove anything in their way. They are missing Right brain Think wiring and DISABLED just like BLIND MEN!! Once they are will to do pure harm to our Human family and home we MUST remove them .. they have gone EVIL. But what do we do with our Neighbours and family/ friends who have just had TOXINS of IMAGINED "progress" destroy their brain? Do we murder (WAR) DISABLED people? .. unable to UNDERSTAND DEEPER Onion Layers? Do we murder BLIND people unable to SEE .. IMAGINE past causes and future CONSEQUENCES? Can more balanced brain people BRING them to our side? Please try .. I bet YOU more NORMAL could bring my daughter to OUR SIDE. I am just too weird and far gone to the right .. not good at all. WE must SHARE OUR BRAINS. Or we die. 

DO NOT tell her it is my idea or she will refuse REGARDLESS .. as an in her 40's teenager to parent! 🙈 Let's get to work BALANCING the "TEETER TOTTER" SEE /SAW of our brains! We no longer even HAVE that tradition .. even playgrounds must be MORE .. excess and extrem!

That equates to LOSING for them .. omg .. what have I said .. my friend at Royal bank just has a slower kinder way to "Must win" vs daughter!! How is everything making so much sense EASILY all of a sudden .. If finally am at the TOP of the mountain and see the WHOLE picture CLEARLY vs the jumble in my mind! Even the guy in Tim's said my recent BELIEF to me "I have done the work I was supposed to do (Discover THH FORMULA .. the ONLY "Procedure" you need for our SS sick society!) and it is FREE except for HARD work!))

Mon. may 25, 2026, 12:15 pm.

Trump is talking about a DEAL with Iran to stop the war. I saw a Heading "GOP? (republicans?) worry about Trump's deal". WHAT?? .. is he actually NEGOTIATING for some compromise? In a MAGA Left brain, (BINARY (Either/OR), MYopic (far BLIND) Mind .. compromise =WEAKNESS! Actual REAL negotiating (not sure A MAGA warrior .. my way or the highway brain) is ABLE to negotiate. You know! ... you can not just throw around words, "negotiate" .. you actually have to DO the WORK of the word. Most words are HARD WORK!! like evaluate, decide, investigate, analyze etc. etc. Yes/NO, right/wrong, moral vs BAD are easy, LIFE is so easy for them. REAL Human LIFE is very HARD work but we have LOST the ability to BOTH/AND can be tru of things. NORMAL means DISCUSS Civilly to LEARN. not us .. we need FAST and EASY! IF you negotiate you are WEAK .. a spineless loser. You know you can just LOOK at them and see how far to evill they are? At the Memorial service Vance and Hegseth have such ANGRY FACES. Especially hegseth .. he is horrible using religion as a basis for evil NOT helping humans. WINNING is all that matters so you TAKE and USE .. NO GIVING) Alternatively, Netanyahu's (patsy) trump! just has a BLANK face. I need to find a way to add pictures. And we need an (MRI) to show the Left Right Brain Hemisphere wiring depletion!

WORDS are WORK! Like saying "love is all you need". TRUE! .. BUT! .. real "love" .. is actually SUCH HARD WORK! That phrase would be a great example of WOKE expressing the elastic onion layer. Life is a conveyor belt of ONIONS as problems or ideas. You need to PEEL Thur to find the HEART .. the TRUTH with which to calculate FAIR! A second thought by them (the elastic inner skin) ..is a good BEGINNING .. but NOT ENOUGH! WOKE .. is stupid .. NOT ENOUGH THINKING. MAGA is SELFISH take USE ACTION. no wonder America is DYING! WOKE is shallow and MAGA is selfish. This wiring the MIND and the "HEART" must be in the right brain. THAT BRAIN side was destroyed by the many many TOXINS or Cancers of imagined "progress". It is my theory and it sur seems to WORK. Everything makes so much sense now! And remember I spent almost 80 years so confused. FINALLY the world of CHAOS (Stupidity and insanity) is no longer CONFUSING ME. Everything I wondered is CLEAR. Listen to me .. or we Humans DIE.

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Thurs. June 3, 2026, 9:30 am.

LEFT BRAINS are UNABLE to IMAGINE!! NO IMAGINATION to SEE PAST or FUTURE! "Past" = CAUSES  while "FUTURE" = CONSEQUENCE!! But LEFT brains gain the POWER because they think only "ME!mine, here, NOW" while plodding Right brains consider "WE/US" first. takes far more time while the ACT minds already TOOK OVER. The power belongs to them. What did we think would happened with NO ABILITY to SEE .. IMAGINE a REAL SOLUTION vs $ Bandaid. Obviously ZERO Attention to consequences of A I will be the extinction of HUMANITY Z in D D. Enjoy your last days . I bet we have a couple years. IT used to be my worries took longer to happened. But A I has already DESTROYED "A Picture is worth a 1000 words" !!! get me out of here. NY is smart they too are talking about MAID!

BE empathetic .. understanding why they BULLY and want to take us down HELPS us not "hate". WE RESPECT their nagelemt talent but they are UNABLE to respect our THOUGHTFULNESS because to THEM it is an obstacle or weapon against THEM! They will NOT respect us because to them WE are the bully! I had them say I am the abuser .. so confusing t me. NOW I think I understand? I spent decades trying to understand my gamily/ friends! Why can'y they UNDERSTAND ME and therefore give a little RESPECT! Unless we learn to RESPECT opposing things again .. we are DEAD. 

SEEING the past and future creates "BUT .. 'S!! MY daughter always said "There's ALWAYS a "BUT"!!   " Somehow I thought she meant I always had an EXCUSE. But I think to HER .. that BUT was a TAKE DOWN of HER idea .. and emotional ABUSE of her. I thunk my confusion FOR life is beginning to clear up? Left brain warriors TWIST to win. They HAVE TO win or they feel small and out of CONTROL! Are they control freaks?

pNO Curiosity! no Imagination!

Mon. June 1, 2026, 3:30 pm.

Just talked to a construction (DEMOLITION) worker .. I think I can tell who is Left brain very quickly if they are quite extreme. I have been so worried about them never wearing masks! yet I am coughing and nearly unable to talk after 15 minutes photographing my PHOTO ENGRAVING sign being DEMOLISHED with an 1800's building! His answer "we all have to die some time" 🙈 

I wonder if all those men maybe 8? plus trucks? oh and crane drivers , do they feel a mask EMASCULATES THEM, they are weak? He said it was very hard to breathe so would be pulling in more?

OK so these evil Developers and Toronto's lack or REAL legal RESTRICTION for citizens does not even INFORM these guys how dangerous this is. I know I am overy sensitive but that makes me a great canary in a coal mine. If 15 minutes of the demo dust and toxins make me sick, can you imagine 7 -8 hours x 5 days x 50 weeks x years? Yeah sure .. you will not have some horrible cancer. But good for him to just not worry  .. life is hell and SMART is just not worrying! BUT .. with that sheep say nothing do nothingATTITUDE we have destroyed HUMANITY. I guess that means zombies die too? Or .. you get what you FOCUS o is really true? I worry so I attract, he des not so te bad does not come. OH NO!! Another connection I missed. I talk about god's magic magnet .. to focus on the good and it comes. I wonder if god only meant that magnet used together for WE/US? He never expected so many "ME! mine here, NOW" to just keep the good reality while we who THINK get NADA! but TROUBLE! .. ?? 

So the Left brain ACTION being thinks near MYOPIC, not FAR, the Right brain THINKER WORRIES BIG PICTURE "WE/US"!

Sat. May 16, 2026, 5:00 pm

I can even tell when people are MORE LEFT brain than the person beside the. Today the boss of a lovely young man from NEPAL got into our convo. He was so intent on being th "winner" that the ?joy of the convo was lost. Recently I recognized that someone I thought WAS balanced and LISTENING .. was just NICELY waiting to TAKE OVER and win. Now I am sensitive to those who must even WIN in a convo! Right brains want to LEARN, Want to UNDERSTAND so that TOGETHER we can have a WIN WIN community. left brain focus is get it done accomplished so feeling of WIN results. What a sad way to see the world .. like there is always an enemy you must fight, an OTHER you must BEAT. It's like their life is a sports game. I guess this is why I never understood the love of even TEACM sports. Yes you are winning TOGETHER but why is the TEAM that lost by ONE POINT the LOSER. Right brains do not want any losers. NO! it is not communism or socialism. It is SAD MAGA? or the wealthy only need MORE WEALTH. That is not a NORMAL Human life. They have lost their "heart" unable to find JOY in sharing or curiousity 

CHING"Taiwan stole our SHIP industry" .. but when YOU trump take an industry that is just fine. YES! Everything is OK for them. They can TAKE and USE ANYTHING, and that is just FINE! .. but if we try to use something, the SAME type of thing! .. they will somehow find a way to make it SUDDENLY EVIL. SO SO WEIRD behaviour.  VERY VERY CONFUSING!!! I lived so long, most my life flipped to the Karate mat no matter which of "the BINARY" I CHOSE! If I chose one side and learned more so 6 months later I chose the OPPOSITE .. I would STILL be worng. But I was to stupid and easily confused to figure to out. WATCHING it all day long on CNN finally get it! And you wonder why I want to MURDER people?? 🤬 When people think different than me I want to LEARN, understand why they think SUCH WEIRD THINGS? I am always right! seriously .. because what they think about for 1 minute, I think about for 1 MONTH! I damn well SHOULD be RIGHT!😡 When my son or daughter would say .. "why are YOU always right" .. I said "I thought about it and researched a very long time .. you did NOT, so I SHOULD be MORE RIGHT! .. even though there is probably STILL more to learn!"

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